quinta-feira, 5 de agosto de 2010

you're not just another fish in the sea to me


sometimes we have exactly what we wanted but not what we needed. at this moment we see that the balance we aked for is no longer available. the balance I had that month I trained 4 hours per day going to bjj everyday is no longer with me.
then, a new balance is needed. then fear comes. It's hard already and it's gonna be the hardest experience of my whole life. somehow I wasn't really worried if I was gonna eat or not. I worried if I would be able to continue training bjj or not. So surprise, I'll have to give a break to what makes me breathe, what makes me smile, what makes me live and be the tiger I am.
But life's like that. Sometimes we need to give up something in order to continue other kind of stuff. It's gonna be an AMAZING adventure and one of the most difficult ones but I wanted this and I chased this and now it's time to make it happen, make it worth and take the best from it.
I always had the focus, which is my best quality and I'm gonna keep it this time. I think now I'm gonna find out that I am the only one who gets the ballance right. Corse I had other things to help me reach my ballance but one's gotta learn how to live without some things in order to be free.
Yes, I'm never gonna give up cause I am NOT a quitter. Gonna make my best at college, achieve my bodys full potential by training hard(gotta sell the jog you know) me and bjj? we're like life term lovers: no matter who comes in between and for how long we are appart we are always gonna meet and it will always be great.
I am So going to write a book someday. There's so much I gotta say and there's so much I can say to contribute to sports and health world so far and soon the number of things to say about it will be doubled.
I don't care if I don't party at college, I don't care if I don't have a social life, I dont care if for some I wont make the best of it from college. For me? I'm gonna make it all. All I want in life is to achieve what I want as a carreer and now the journey is just starting.

keep following your heart, and you'll just fall into the life that you're meant to live. And be confident 'cause everybody around you is gonna tell you "no"...and I don't like being told "no". =]


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