after leaving I organized all my coffee mug collection on a shelf in my room. I picked up some photos to bring with me but forgot so many. I did not visit all the places I wanted before leaving, I forgot some books and my cds. now I realized that even if I had everything with me it wouldnt be the same. I miss my room and not my things.
I currently found out that one should not be affraid of changing. changing is needed to evolve and to reach your dreams. changing is nothing but having the strengh to transform something. you can change anything you want except from feelings. whish I could change how much I miss my family, how much I miss my friends and how much I feel like I bought a book or a mug but the shelf to keep 'em is always going to be far from me. this is what is changing from now on. I'll have shelf somewhere else and someday will be able to call this new place a home and it will be my own home this time.
you know when you wish you did not grow up so fast and realize how dumb you were when you thought the best thing was to be an independent adult? if you're on that phase, think again 'cause when you realize you even miss the smell of piss from your hometown town center, your friends arguing with you because you're late and your family pointing out all your flaws you know you learned that we value things only when they are no longer around.
...better find where to put your heart at so you know where to go when you're lost and where to find shelter
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