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Ill be waiting for you baby, cause Im through

why post happy things if thats not what you feel 90% of the time?

should I pretend this is all awesome and Im having the greatest time in my life?

sorry if I'm done pretending I don't care when everything you do is fuck me up m

entally

the more I know people the more I like my dog.

my feelings are more important than yours. drop dead I don care, I wont wear it. cold you're so cold, you're so cold, you're so cold

how long must I wait? how long must I wait? HOW LONG MUST I WAIT?

and the way you laugh keeps me hanging on

and the way you kiss keeps me hanging on

if this is the last dance, if this is the last dance now save it for me, baby

can't you see I'm trying

I don't even like this

I just lied

my biggest fear is to turn into someone like you. not even 1% like you.

you want to swim the whole ocean but they only gave you a cup of water

Im just way to tired.

is this it? is this it?

sometimes its just hard to believe in words and plans.

all these things about me you never can tell

On my way back home
A chance I thought of
Oh my favorite song
Where I'd gone wrong

Im not a slave to a world I could never save

baby baby when I told you I wanted to be just like you you laughed because you always wanted to be someone else

open up your eyelids and let your demons run

We don't know where to stopWe don't know where to stopI try and I try, but I can'tget enough

I'm a preacher with a gun, I'm a one man lie

I'm a king, I'm a ruse

I'm born again with no life to lose

Follow the lights, it will guide you home

oh please, leave me alone tonight, forget the past

can't you see the sky is not the limit no more?

I can see the elevator crashed the floor

I can still see yesterday sailing away

seven billion people who got nothing to say

are you coming on to me?

I saw your face then I heard that song

It was so inviting it hurt my bones

Two can be complete without the rest of the world
Oh you know I said it just to get you to laugh
Do it for the people that have died for your sakeAn entire generation of entertainers to blame

The light is red

The camera's on

Get yourself a lawyer and a gun

a pulse to stabilize

your mind would wander and searched for its place in the night
your body followed this feeling like following light
once that your music was born it followed you around and then it gave your activities meaning and let you be loud

just like when music was born and detached from your heart
is your free time to free minds or for falling apart?

enemies to neutralize

no time to apologize
fury to tranquilize

an egg to fertilize

a body to deodorize

a life to scrutinize

a child to criticize

young adults to modernize

citizens to terrorize

generations to desensitize

The only true currency in this bankrupt world is what we share with someone else when we're uncool

"I'm glad you were home"

"I'm always home. I'm uncool"

you get taken all the time for a fool

Well I don't feel better

When I'm fucking around

And I don't write better

When I'm stuck in the ground

So don't teach me a lesson

Cause I've already learned

Yeah the sun will be shining

And my children will burn

Oh the heart beats in its cage

I don't want what you want

I don't feel what you feel

See I'm stuck in a city

But I belong in a field

yeah we got LEFT, LEFT, LEFT, LEFT, LEFT, LEFT

All our friends, they're laughing at us

All of those you loved you mistrust
Help me I'm just not quite myself

Im sorry you were thinking I would steal your fire

Look around there's no one else left

I went to the concert and I fought through the crowd
Guess I got too excited when I thought you were around

...and I dont know why.

let me be your everlasting light

From here on out, I am only interested in what is real. Real people, real feelings, that's it, that's all I'm interested in.

When and where does this "real world" occur?

You know, some people you meet on the road are very interesting people.

Sometimes you might feel like you've spent some time of your life not doing anything importat. You might feel like a whole year was just a waste of your time, money and patience. In life nothing goes to waste, because you learn everyday. You see new things, you see new people and everything has a contribution in changing you in a way for better or for worst, but most importantly, makes you grow up. You learn. No memory should be feared, kept as a bad thing that happened in your life or forgotten and I will remember everything, with tears, smiles and knowledge. The best part of life sometimes is that sometimes goodbye doesnt mean goodbye. Sometimes goodbye means hello. Sometimes goodbye doesnt mean anything at all. Now I'll try to face every bad happening as a challenge, maybe theyll all make me laugh, cry or learn someday.

love me, love me, say that you love me

hold me, hold me

dont you wanna come with me, dont you wanna feel my bones?

Balance, my darling

maybe my life hasn't been so chaotic, It's just the world that is and the only real trap is getting attached to any of it.

ruin is a gift. ruin is the road to transformation.

...is not letting anybody love you less than you love yourself.

adjustments are needed in order to find the balance. to find the balance you have to lose it and adjust it multiple times. enlightment can only be found after darkness. without darkness there is not even the will if finding light.

catastrophe and the cure

tragedy can be lovely. everything in life depends on the way you see it.

snow can be light

if we could create our own society things could be different. problem is everyone wants to create things their own way. human beings are too different and too equal at the same time. thats confusion over there.

if only melodies could turn to words....

...poetry would never be able to express things the same way and feelings would be close to being understood.

make it awful, make it beautiful

They know how to break all the girls like you And they rob the souls of the girls like you And theybreak the hearts of the girls

Hey, run away with the light

Run away, it's divine

Let's run away, yeah, tonight and

We'll steal the light of the world

please slow me down cause Im going too fast...

my life is a town. a town full of gossip. a town in which people pretend they love but they cant stop talking bad about it. a town in which has been raining for a long long time and the sun has been finding some difficulties in coming back. a town that feels so empty because theres so many things going on that its hard to focus and it feels like theres something going on at all. please make it all stop spinning, I cant breathe. I CANT BREATHE!

...I'm in a strange part of the town.

waiting in the lion's mane

so i'll clear the road, the gravel
and the thornbush in your path that burns a scented oil that i'll drip into your bath
the water's there to warm you and the earth is warmer when you laugh

and love is the scene i render
when you catch me wide awake