Sometimes when youre talking to someone, and youre afraid things will start being different in your life and the person might tell you "they will tay the same unless you change". As I grew older I realized theres nothing true about that. Your life changes do not always depend on the way you change your personality. Plus its really hard to notice when you change. I dont think I changed much in the past years in fact I dont see a change in anything at all.
Maybe Im even more dense and sometimes unstable, but thats pretty much it. I hope you don't change too. unless you want to. I also hope you find out what you want. unless you don't want to.
Since I was little I used to find myself incomplete. I guess everyone does. Thats what takes people to experiment new things and try something new. They are always in search for what completes them. Me personally, I think its a wate of time to try to make yourself complete. I think theres more in life than that and I see a certain beauty in being incomplete. If you think about it its like a puzzle piece. You are excited when youre trying to find the pieces that complete it, and once you have it all theres nothing left out there and you get a dull boring feeling. thats why Ive been trying to keep the puzzle unfinished, sometimes it feels confusing, but most of times I feel intrigued and excited about it. Not knowing whats next can be frightening and something relaxing at the same time.
