I heard there was a secret chord

it's weird. to know you're going but still not having the certainty of it. weird to think things will change for good at once and it can all be brighter and better. weird to think I made this far but for some reason still can't believe it's happening. weird to think it won't happen. weird to think I miss so much what's just started. weird to think people who where always near will be miles away. weird to know they'll always be there anyway. weird to not know if you are going. weird to say you have nothing to fear since my heart will be with you. weird to be giving it to you. weird to be fighting for something. weird to think of not fighting. just way too weird to be leaving. weird to think about someone all the time. weird to want to be with someone far away when you are near. weird to have songs as your life's soundtrack. weird to cry listening to it.

not afraid of changes, afraid of surprises. way too many so far...guess life can be pretty weird sometimes. you never know

goodbye songs never end. though nothing never lasts forever is more appropriate, again, weird that this one does the trick in a way better way.

that david played and it pleased the lord
but you don't really care for music, do you
well it goes like this the fourth, the fifth
the minor fall and the major lift
the baffled king composing hallelujah

well your faith was strong but you needed proof
you saw her bathing on the roof
her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you
she tied you to her kitchen chair
she broke your throne and she cut your hair
and from your lips she drew the hallelujah

baby i've been here before
i've seen this room and i've walked this floor
i used to live alone before i knew you
i've seen your flag on the marble arch
but love is not a victory march
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

well there was a time when you let me know
what's really going on below
but now you never show that to me do you
but remember when i moved in you
and the holy dove was moving too
and every breath we drew was hallelujah

well, maybe there's a god above
but all i've ever learned from love
was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
it's not a cry that you hear at night
it's not somebody who's seen the light
it's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah